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Ugly Betty Season 4 Episode 11 - Back in her place

Wilhemina: Today was supposed to be my wedding day.. to connor. But he made himself disappear. With money or connections or I don’t… I don’t know. And the worst part is , he thinks he did it for me so I can live my life.

I know how to chase people who wronged me but I don’t know how to chase people who say they love me and then do this.

Betty: Well obviously he loves you, that couldn’t have been easy for him

Wilhemina: He thinks this is love? If he loved me he’d do what I want. Not this.

Everybody knows that you should just leave behind what hurts you.
I of all people would know that best.

I rarely drink hot milo, I rarely drink hot drinks anyway, the last time I MADE a hot drink for myself would be eons ago and most probably at a NPCC ATC camp where the only sweet drink we had was milo sachets.

I have not touched pineapple in ages unless I accidentally eat those left behind after plucking out most from a Hawaiian pizza and whenever someone starts to use something sharp, I look at them rigidly.

I trust myself with scissors but not others due to my brother cutting my hand when I was 6.

I don't like pineapple ever since my maid bought me one and it made my tongue itchy when I was about 5/6.

I don't even eat pineapple flavoured candy.

I stopped making hot drinks when I was about 6/7 because too many a times I scalded my hand while trying to hold the cup in one hand and press the water dispenser with the other.

I was a lil kid then, I had to climb the counter top and press with my might to get the water.

All these happened eons ago.
Yet the habit remains because in some way or another it affected me and one day I just made up my mind that, " Oh, I don't think I need the hot drink anymore".

That is how I can officially throw away the need for it.
Most of you will say what I choose to do now , especially when it comes to contacting certain people, is setting myself up to get hurt.

Could be, but all I can say is, there will be a day if people continue to treat me as it is, when I can just decide, " I don't think I need this person in my life anymore". Because the person has hurt me too many times.