Zach's Photo Album

"So, wacha bin doin AC? Yiz haven't bin hangin rown here much?"

Well, since you ask so nicely, I confess to being pretty busy AC: creating a photo album of Zach's first year. I had made one for his sister, and it was time to come up with the goods for the boy, and as it was his birthday [party] on the weekend, the time crunch was on.

Three years ago, when Nikki Dee happened into my life, I pretty much put her album together as her first year unfolded. She was the first grand after all and everything was new and fresh. I was in love with her, and she didn't haven't an older sibling to distract me and demand my time, so it got done.

With Zach, it was different. With his sister requiring much energy, I never quite managed to get around to making the album as the year progressed — at least that's my official excuse. But I always planned to present one on his first birthday, and as the day drew nigh, I began to get busy. Here are a few samples of what I have put together with the slideshow of the whole album below, including a link to the larger view directly on Flickr.

From week 2 ...

Week2

One thing I did realize, for perhaps the first time, in creating such albums is that a collection of head shots without lots of extraneous background makes for more pleasing composites than a group of dissimilar shots with different backgrounds. Since one must work with what's available, and since you want to show representative pictures, you can't often put together such pages, but here is another grouping of a somewhat similar style ... from week 3 ...

Week3

And a less busy collage from month 4 ...

Month4

Finally, this is the last page in the album: month 12. When lightning strikes, I may add a page or two for the party. Meanwhile, if your are family (or just curious) and want to see more, see the slideshow of the whole album is below, including a link to the large version.

Month12



Click here to view the slideshow larger.
It is not the first thing I notice when I look at myself. In fact until very recently I didn't even notice them.Yesterday Caitlin drew a picture of the whole family. This is the picture she drew.I never felt self conscious of the lines on my forehead till Caitlin showed me how prominent she thinks they are.I think I'm going to start wearing a lot of hats or maybe wear my hair like this:
Will anyone remember me?


Will anyone still want to hear stories ranging from the sublime to the ridiculous?


Will anyone comment?


I wonder....



Today's musical delight is a slight departure in that it's a soundtrack from a movie.

"Manhunter", directed by Michael Mann, appeared to little fanfare in 1986. The film was based on the book "Red Dragon" by Thomas Harris and features the cuddly Hannibal "the cannibal" Lecter, the world's favourite serial killer.

Hannibal Lecter didn't become a movie sensation until "The Silence of the Lambs" was made in 1991, starring Anthony Hopkins as the oh-so-clever but evil killer. Hopkins won an Oscar for his efforts.

Hollywood being greedy Hollywood decided that it would be a good idea to remake "Manhunter", but this time starring Hopkins. Lecter was originally played, brilliantly I might add, by Brian Cox.

So the film "Red Dragon" was duly presented to the public in 2002 and made more in a weekend than "Manhunter" did in its entire run.

I mention all this because I'm a great fan of "Manhunter", which I believe is a movie masterpiece and I think is superior to "Red Dragon". The special investigator is played by William Petersen - little known in 1986 - who went on to fame and fortune in the CSI series; apparently, the idea for that series came from "Manhunter."

I recently rewatched "Manhunter" and "Red Dragon" - and read the novel "Red Dragon" - one after the other to compare the treatments. I think both movies stand firm in their own ways. I still prefer "Manhunter": for one thing, I think Tom Noonan's depiction of Francis "The Tooth Fairy" Dolarhyde is definitive; Ralph Fiennes was pale in comparison.

Incidentally, the reason why "Manhunter" wasn't called "Red Dragon" after the book was because it was thought at the time that Red Dragon would make it sound like a Kung Fu movie! The title Manhunter is pretty feeble but the film isn't.

Anyway, I also love the screen music during "Manhunter" and only recently bothered to look up who was responsible. The piece I feature here is Coelocanth by a group called Shriekback. Never heard of them. But Mann uses three of their tracks for his film. Very atmospheric. The climax of the film throbs to the sound of In-A-Gadda-Da-Vida by Iron Butterfly, a track I know well. "This Big Hush" by Shriekback is also a fine track.

Manhunter versus Red Dragon? Both killer movies but Manhunter edges it.




Se ha hecho esperar, pero aquí está la portada del nuevo número de ARGH! La revista de comics favorita!!!

Esta vez lo han impreso en tintas verde y magenta, con historietas e ilustraciones de Bob Flynn, Jorge Pérez-Ruibal, Martín López, Néstor Fernández, Ferran Esteve, Brais Rodríguez, Mar Malota, Molg H y yo
I grew up being entirely in love with Saturday morning cartoons & of course Strawberry Shortcake. I'll NEVER forget how my SS doll smelled. In my younger years she was an awesome cartoon I could only catch on the weekends and as I grew into a (totally insufferable) teenager she became a fashion icon with her striped tights floppy hat and over sized dress. I've seen lots of *sad faces* all over the internet about Strawberry's "make over" & I'm a little pouty too. She's all skinny and flirty - it makes me feel.. wrong.
So let's leave this unpleasantness behind us and move on to a more creative & modern version of Strawberry Shortcake & Her Berry Best Friends...
**Miss Muffy and the Muff Mob!**
They bake. They rap. They have a hooptie & a serious case of potty mouth.



Muffy & her posse were originally created in 1995 by Bullseyeart, a web animation company that did lots of work with MTV. Fun Fact: Pharcyde had a hand in creating making Miss Muffy's awesome rap songs - which are ALL about baking! I spent my Sunday baking muffins and revisiting these fabulous cartoons. I had her music video for "Lubin da hole with sco" on while my muffins were in the oven and Pharcyde was witty enough to include the sound of an oven timer into the beat, so I kept thinking my muffins were ready.. that silly Pharcyde! Bullseye has since disbanded & if you go looking for them you will find Josh Kimberg's new cartoon site Magic Butter which has some new eye candy (some of which can be offensive) and all of his old classics, including Miss Muffy & The Muff Mob.
While I was poking around doing research for this post I found Josh also created the website for the My Little Pony Project! If you are an 80's child & you happened to miss this while it was going on last year you will want to spend your lunch hour fawning over the gallery of these celebrity designed pony's!


Ok - I was serious when I said I baked muffins (I am eatting one right now) and they are so delicious and nutritious. I want to share them with you, but since it is unlikely that you will be popping over to my place later for tea and muffins I'll just give you the recipe and you can whip them up for you and yours.

*Recipe can easily be made vegan by using soy butter (I used Willow Run) & Ener G egg replacer.



Butternut Squash & Cinnamon Muffins with Bananas AND Zucchini!! This sh*t is good for you.

Ingredients
1 banana, mashed w/ a fork
1 cup cooked butternut squash - mashed up using whatever you like
1 small zucchini - grated
2 eggs
1 stick of butta
1/2 cup white sugar
3 Tablespoon canola or vegetable oil
1 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon baking soda
2 teaspoon baking powder
2 teaspoon cinnamon
1 cup whole wheat flour
1 cup white flour

Optional Topping (screw the calories - go ahead & make the topping):
1 tsp cinnamon
1/4 cup brown sugar

Directions
1. First off Get your oven going at 350F.
2.You wanna mix up all your we ingredients first. Throw the banana, butternut squash, zucchini, eggs, butter (room temp), sugar, and oil into a bowl and mix until well blended.
3. In separate mixing bowl, combine salt, baking soda, baking powder, cinnamon, wheat flour and white flour.
4. Add the dry ingredients into the wet ingredients and mix until batter forms - this is going to be a sticky one ladies and gentlemen!
5. Pour into greased baking cups or muffin tins, and sprinkle with brown sugar-cinnamon topping (if you are feeling awesome). Makes 24 regular size muffins, 48 mini muffins, or 12 regular muffins and 24 mini muffins.
6. Bake at 350. Regular muffins for 16-18 minutes. Mini muffins for 13-15 minutes.

Ok so there's your healthy dose of Animation & Muffins for the day!
Now go forth and do good things today! That's what I'm gonna do!
The bottle I "brewed" the vanilla beans and vodka in...and the bottle I transferred it to.
Look at how rich and clear it is!
I used eight fresh vanilla beans and the 5th of vodka...and I let it "blend" for almost nine months!!Hahaaa....Oh Yeah Baby! Of course, you could start using it after about two months, and I Did! BUT, I just left the beans in the vodka and continued to use it in my cooking. Wonderful Stuff Miz Donna (Cottage Days)!!! I originally got the recipe from Donna... I'll NEVER buy the store brands again!!! EVER!! This home brew is SO Rich and dark! The longer you let it sit with the beans in instead of out, the better it is! I need to go get more beans and vodka for the Next batch! I don't want to get caught without my 'Nilla!!!Hahaa...Surprisingly, I found the fresh beans at WalMart!! Not One grocer had ANY fresh!!
So, here's my recipe: 8 fresh vanilla beans (watch out for price shock!! Just 2 beans were $8.00!! Go to the liquor store and get a good brand, 5th of vodka. That's it!!
Slice the whole beans right down the middle to open them up...Stuff them whole into the vodka. You'll have to pour out a little of the vodka so you can get the beans in. Or, put it in a larger bottle. Keep in a dark cabinet and take out to shake the bottle weekly.
I have now posted the Next Brenda Photo Challenge! Try out the NEW link system! I think you'll like it! Have a great night....Is tomorrow Monday again???LOL...Oh well, lets all have a Great week!

Rann (2010)



Starring:

Amitabh Bachchan ... Vijay Harshvardhan Malik
Mohnish Bahl ... Amrish Kakkar
Neetu Chandra ... Yasmin Hussain
Ritesh Deshmukh ... Purab Shastri
Rajat Kapoor ... Naveen Shankalya
Ikhlaq Khan ... Pandey's man
Suchitra Krishnamoorthi ... Nalini Kashyap
Nina Kulkarni ... Lata Malik
Alok Nath ... Dig Vijay Hooda
Gul Panag ... Nandita Sharma
Paresh Rawal ... Mohan Pandey
Simone Singh ... Priya Malik Shankalya
Sudeep ... Jai Malik
Rajpal Yadav ... Anand Prakash Trivedi

Director:

Ram Gopal Varma


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Mohnish Bahl ... Amrish Kakkar
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Rajat Kapoor ... Naveen Shankalya
Ikhlaq Khan ... Pandey's man
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Nina Kulkarni ... Lata Malik
Alok Nath ... Dig Vijay Hooda
Gul Panag ... Nandita Sharma
Paresh Rawal ... Mohan Pandey
Simone Singh ... Priya Malik Shankalya
Sudeep ... Jai Malik
Rajpal Yadav ... Anand Prakash Trivedi

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Ram Gopal Varma


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Starring:

Amitabh Bachchan ... Vijay Harshvardhan Malik
Mohnish Bahl ... Amrish Kakkar
Neetu Chandra ... Yasmin Hussain
Ritesh Deshmukh ... Purab Shastri
Rajat Kapoor ... Naveen Shankalya
Ikhlaq Khan ... Pandey's man
Suchitra Krishnamoorthi ... Nalini Kashyap
Nina Kulkarni ... Lata Malik
Alok Nath ... Dig Vijay Hooda
Gul Panag ... Nandita Sharma
Paresh Rawal ... Mohan Pandey
Simone Singh ... Priya Malik Shankalya
Sudeep ... Jai Malik
Rajpal Yadav ... Anand Prakash Trivedi

Director:

Ram Gopal Varma


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Ishqiya (2010)



Starring:

Vidya Balan
Anisha Bano
Adil Hussain
Alok Kumar
Naseeruddin Shah
Arshad Warsi
Gauri Mala
Salman Shahid

Director:

Abhishek Chaubey


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Starring:

Vidya Balan
Anisha Bano
Adil Hussain
Alok Kumar
Naseeruddin Shah
Arshad Warsi
Gauri Mala
Salman Shahid

Director:

Abhishek Chaubey


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Starring:

Vidya Balan
Anisha Bano
Adil Hussain
Alok Kumar
Naseeruddin Shah
Arshad Warsi
Gauri Mala
Salman Shahid

Director:

Abhishek Chaubey


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Pangaa Gang (2010)



Starring:

Archana Puran Singh
Sudesh Bhonsle
Purbi Joshi
Swini Khare

Director:

Pankaj Sharma


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Pangaa Gang (2010)



Starring:

Archana Puran Singh
Sudesh Bhonsle
Purbi Joshi
Swini Khare

Director:

Pankaj Sharma


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Starring:

Archana Puran Singh
Sudesh Bhonsle
Purbi Joshi
Swini Khare

Director:

Pankaj Sharma


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Meri Life Mein Uski Wife (2010)







Starring:



Vikas Kalantri

Heena Tasleem

Shakti Kapoor

Upasna Singh

Rocky Sandhu

Jatin Garewal

Monalisa

Supriya Karnik



Director:



Partho Ghosh





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Heena Tasleem

Shakti Kapoor

Upasna Singh

Rocky Sandhu

Jatin Garewal

Monalisa

Supriya Karnik



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Rocky Sandhu

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Monalisa

Supriya Karnik



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Hello...Hum Lallan Bol Rahe Hain (2010)



Starring:

Makrand Anaspure
Rajpal Yadav
Preeti Mehra
Manoj Joshi
Ketaki Dave
Ravi Jhankal
Bomi Dotiwala

Director:

Dilip Shukla


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Hello...Hum Lallan Bol Rahe Hain (2010)



Starring:

Makrand Anaspure
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Preeti Mehra
Manoj Joshi
Ketaki Dave
Ravi Jhankal
Bomi Dotiwala

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Dilip Shukla


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Preeti Mehra
Manoj Joshi
Ketaki Dave
Ravi Jhankal
Bomi Dotiwala

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We spent Christmas in St. Thomas this year with Stephen's family. Family pictures- for me are a necessary evil. Sure- you need to do them. Of course. But when kids are young- it is absolutely a miserable process for me. Not to mention that the perfectionist in me is always terribly disappointed. My hair would do nothing but frizz on the island. Sidney's dress is not the right color- at all. (The large family picture had all shades of blues- I wasn't even thinking about our smaller family- nor did I have much of a choice in summer dresses in December.) Notice the lack of shoes and wet pant legs on the boys... Natalie and Lincoln are not looking at the camera- Ethan is scowling- and this was the best one...
welcome here in this blog you will get links of movies
These were my favorite shots this week.Be sure to go to I am Lotus to check out more weekly winners.
Roger Federer was majestic today in winning the Australian Open for the fourth time, bringing his tally of Grand Slam titles to an incredible 16.

Andy Murray, hoping to be the first male Briton to win a Grand Slam singles title for 74 years, tried his hardest but his best wasn't good enough and he lost, 6-3, 6-4, 7-6 (13-11).

After receiving his runner-up's silver plate, Murray told the crowd: "Firstly congratulations Roger. His achievements in tennis are incredible. He was a lot better than me tonight, so well done. Thank you for your support. I loved every minute of it, and hopefully one time I can come back and win here . . ." Murray started to shed some tears . . . "Sorry I couldn't do it for you tonight . . ." Murray blubs again then said:

"I can cry like Roger. It's just a shame I can't play like him."

What a great off-the-cuff comment!

Let's hope that one day soon Andy Murray can win a slam. Wimbledon? Now that would be something.

Know When to Show Them (Show, as in the Big Screen, Partner)


My dear blog friend from Down Under, David McMahon, has suggested that if he were to cast a blog movie, I (as in yours truly) would play the part of the Wild West Gambler. Me: A movie star! Believe it - cause it's true. You can read all about it here.

As a former thespian I understand the importance of studying and preparing for a role. However, this character is one to which I can already completely relate. First, the obvious similarity. The name. Gamble/Gambler. We are already one in the same. And for the rest? I'm there. Almost entirely. Mostly. Pretty much. Somewhat. A little.

I do think it would be a kick to dress up in a plaid shirt with skinny jeans and a pair of supple Frye boots. Do movie stars get to keep the clothes? No matter. I'll make sure its in the contract.

Any other gaps between the Wild Gambler and I, can be easily bridged with a little tutoring from DH. While gambling is strictly prohibited in our religion. We personally believe playing a little cards with Jolly Ranchers is 'ok'. And to those that know him, it is no surprise that DH is the master of the questionable games.

Even without DH, I get most of it. I know that a full house is better than 4-of-a-kind. Or maybe 4-of-a-kind is better. Either way, I know they are both really good. And I know the red cards are diamonds and aces. And the black ones are shovels and those clover things. I can sing the chorus of the Kenny Roger's song by heart. So what else is there to learn? I got this.

Hollywood, here I come!

An optimist is a person who sees a green light everywhere, while a pessimist sees only the red stoplight... the truly wise person is colorblind.
~Albert Schweitzer~



Hi my friends,

thanks again and again for all the wonderful comments and compliments to my
"Abstract Reality" picture from yesterday. This one today is in red and is a follow up on the blue from yesterday. Different but strong too.
Don't think that I'm on a "Color therapy" trip now........LOL... :))
I feel fine, don't worry....*smile*...

It's weekend again and it's warming up slowly in Florida. It's very nice and in the 70's today. Just to let you people know, up there in the North: pack your bags and run away from that cold and snow. Come down here...
Florida needs some more tourists here! :))

Have a wonderful weekend and stay warm.
Susanne



CALENDARS 2010 - CALENDARS 2010
who wants to have another one?





An optimist is a person who sees a green light everywhere, while a pessimist sees only the red stoplight... the truly wise person is colorblind.
~Albert Schweitzer~



Hi my friends,

thanks again and again for all the wonderful comments and compliments to my
"Abstract Reality" picture from yesterday. This one today is in red and is a follow up on the blue from yesterday. Different but strong too.
Don't think that I'm on a "Color therapy" trip now........LOL... :))
I feel fine, don't worry....*smile*...

It's weekend again and it's warming up slowly in Florida. It's very nice and in the 70's today. Just to let you people know, up there in the North: pack your bags and run away from that cold and snow. Come down here...
Florida needs some more tourists here! :))

Have a wonderful weekend and stay warm.
Susanne



CALENDARS 2010 - CALENDARS 2010
who wants to have another one?




#1 - M

I shall call him M.
Some of you may read this and start smiling because it would dredge up a whole lot of memories that would make you feel sick with nostalgia.

Sometimes, we'd rather not remember the good times to keep ourselves from missing it with the every molecule in our body. Don't we?

If I am not wrong.
The first time I saw M, was when he was wearing green or dark maroon metallic rimmed glasses.

He was really skinny, very tanned, had a bowl shaped hair cut and has a dimple.

I distinctly remember the glasses. For a stupid reason.
It was because I wanted the same ones like his too.

Even though I had perfect vision.

M came into my life when I was only 9.
And when we were 9,him, together with another girl, we were already best friends.

At an age where everyone was still pointing fingers and making fun of a girl and a boy standing beside each other,and singing silly songs like the K-I-S-S-I-N-G one, something rare can prevail.

The seniors were all making fun of us, and each time, he would just get all fierce and retort that we were his best friends, shut up.

The other girl soon grew distant as she went into another class while M & I got into the same classes then on throughout.

He was the first ever guy to call me up and talk hours.
First ever guy to just singly go out together and chat around.
First ever guy to steal something for me. It was really silly. He was explaining to me at Parkway that as long as this particular item is rubbed off the item, the item can go through the sensors undetected. I didn't believe him, and he went ahead and told me to pick something and proved it to me.



Thinking about it now makes me smirk at our idiotic acts sometimes.

Now here's the thing.
It was a totally one-sided affair.

M long knew that I had a huge crush on him.
Yet he kept quiet.
He didn't avoid me.
He didn't change anything.
He continued being who he was to me.

Most people change once they know things like this but M stayed.
He continued his phone calls, talked nine to the dozen, listened to music together [ We were really into pop music then. N'sync, S club 7, vengaboys etc etc BSB!].
He continued everything he did before as a friend.


He had other best friends later on towards graduation.
But we still remained buddies, though not as close as before.
I still keep the cards and gifts he gave.

Even up till now.
As there were no sad memories with him, only smiling ones.

He was one of the person I would have followed if my PSLE marks were on par with him.

Alas, after we graduated, we really drifted.

I do not know what happened but one day, we just switched to different frequencies.
We rarely talk on msn anymore.
We totally never call each other anymore.
And on occasion, we drop facebook comments.

We always say we'd meet but we never.

Just because our lives now are so different.

So that would be the saddest memory I would have of M, of how things can just fall apart on their own and there is nothing that can be done about it, coz that's just how things are.

M happens to live very near me by the way.

I occasionally bump into him now and then - here.

But like I said, in recent times, hardly.

C'est la vie.

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#2 - Z

Z was my so called international secret.
It was a huge joke to my primary school friends as what was supposed to be a "secret" can be so blatant to everyone.

I bet if they read this now, they'd be laughing their asses off.

Z came into my life the last year of my primary school education.

He was a transfer student, and he looked really dorky with his S-shaped fringe.
*Laughing already*

He had a chunky watch, head almost botak except for his fringe, almond eyes, quite fair and vampire teeth.

Surprise, surprise, I don't know how the hell he got to sit beside me -.-
But days there after were funny.

We chatted about almost everything, I asked stupid questions, he'd look at me incredulously and ask why I ask these type of questions but still answer me nonetheless.

He told me that his father passed away, he lives with his mom and two sisters.
We really did talk a lot, nine to the dozen in fact. Found out that he only kept the S-shaped fringe was because if he cut it off, he'd be totally botak and he didn't want that -.-

He did well in his work, out of the entire class, only Jacq's, his and my essays were picked to be showcased.

We didn't keep in touch after graduating, however I do occasionally ask how he was doing from a friend who went into the same school as he did.

That was how I found out that during his secondary school days, he was diagnosed with a brain tumor. And then on I started to get in contact with him, asking how he was doing and such.

Thank goodness, he was alright in the end.

And during out erratic and very very random/occasional contacting, he apologised.

For spoiling a pen of mine when we were in primary 6.

Apologised, SEVERAL YEARS LATER.

He kept it in his heart for so long, when I've already moved on.

It was true, I was very upset, but it wasn't because of the pen, it was more of why he cannot let me have my way and draw on his desk or why didn't he feel bad when he spoilt my pen.

And so many year after, he apologised.

I was literally gobsmacked. I did not expect him to keep note of it at all.

And somehow, it made me smile.

The last time I saw him was when he was going to church. He looked must healthier. =)

Seriously, I feel like laughing whenever I think of him, thanks to the diary I kept that year.

I recently unearthed a very very very old diary.
It was a diary for the year 2000, a yellow hard cover spiral bind one with some korean cartoon on the cover.

I was literally blushing as I flipped through it as it was full of childish thoughts and writings.

I once wanted to throw away the whole diary as my mother kept on threatening to invade my privacy.

She lock herself up in my room. I don't know for what but she is really known to rifle through my stuff.

I was so furious, I was brandishing the diary about at my aunt yelling and complaining that I was going to destroy it.

My aunt took it from me say she'll keep for me.
I said I wanted to get rid of it, she said she will throw it away from me.

Several years after, I mentioned it, and what do you know.
My aunt took it out of her wardrobe and passed it back to me.

................

I guess she knew how precious memories were when I was at an age that didn't know it.

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#3 - G

I've seen G before I started secondary school.
Walked out of my room all groggy and squinty eyed to see him in my hall with his side parting and spectacles and frowned at him for coming over to my house at such a god forsaken (it was really 6+am -.-) hour to revise ENGLISH with my brother.

ENGLISH.

REVISE. -.-

Now G, to me, was an absolute laugh fest of a puppy crush.
I cannot help giggling, laughing out loud and all sorts whenever I think about that short stint.

Anyhow, as you may have guessed from the above paragraph.
Yes, a friend of my brother. GAWD, that sounded so damn awful.
NOBODY TELL HIM OR I SHUT THIS POST DOWN. HMPH.

In fact, G was the main reason why me, a TOTAL lazy assed person who used to mock at uniformed groups and their so-called "discipline" and rules, joined NPCC.

WTF. First M, now G. Why am I always the one following people! Why no one follow me!

A guy friend, who would be mentioned later on, was gawking at my reason for joining and was saying that he thinks it was bloody sacrificial of me to do so as he really thinks that NPCC was something that girls usually shunned.

[ Indeed, approx 8 girls initially in my batch, only 3 passed out including me]

*DIGRESS*

However, I will say one thing, I am damn grateful for G's presence and influence in my decision making to join NPCC as it was one of the best decisions I have ever made in my entire life.

Yes, I passed out only a mere corporal ( Auto promoted some more coz I failed the drill test 3 times, was initially an ACTING corporal only.) and skipped SO much of it, that really, I shouldn't have any CCA grade for it at all, but I still garnered an A2 with Mao hurling a vulgarity at me when he found out. HAHA.

Mao is a classmate of mine for 4 years straight in Secondary school.
Initially both of us were logger heads, we'd snap at each other, scream, scold & flip each other's table, but due to NPCC, he is one of the friends I really bother to chase after and call out to chit chat.

The experiences & friends I made, though some may be not in contact anymore, were priceless.

The after CCA lunches, the mad rush we make to KY's house for Holland V last time, eating together, practicing skits and stupid stuff and oh my god the bloody camps and competitions!

Even now in everyday life I use some of the camp craft skills I learned. ( Fcuking terrible at it btw. Only remember the clove hitch i think? For pitching tents and the ship shank for tightening rope. Just used it when tying up CNY decoration for my aunts.)

Felt damn accomplished please.

HAHAHAHA.

OMALA WAS MY SENIOR IS NPCC TOO, though we weren't close at all at that point of time and WITH GOOD REASON TOO THAT MOFO. WTF.
I'll will talk about him later!

KY, Sim & I lived pretty close together, so we'd always take the bus home together after our CCA activities and stop at this central location near our area to go take a look at puppies or just chill at KY's place.

KY, though idiotic sometimes when it comes to stuff and acting all not serious and etc, is very perceptive.

When my 1st relationship was over, remember I mentioned that I literally drag myself out of bed to watch TV, tired already go sleep and all?

I one day, decided to just go to this NPCC outing planned during the holidays to watch a movie.

Best decision I've ever made during that period.
I arrived at school and I couldn't stop laughing. Mao was like, " Trying to cheat me la! Don't bluff , you don't look sad at all etc."

Ky was like the only one after everyone went off and turned to me and asked me whether I was ok anot, still very sad is it?

......... In a very... gentle tone some more sia. =s *tearing up*

ARGH. Don't digress already. Go back to topic!

*END OF DIGRESSION*

Why he caught my attention?
Well maybe it is also because he was my freshmen orientation camp leader and he was putting attention on me due to the fact that he knew me before hand?

It was fun, those days, I still kept paper diaries.

At the end of secondary school, I had a good thick few books filled page to page with assortments.
And there was this book , the period, where there were a lot of scribblings in it about my interactions with G. And I would describe it WORD for WORD please.

If he smiled in a cheeky way, I would write it down.
If he said, " I want to eat bananas and maybe I won't but I feel like eating bananas"

I would write, [ he said, " I want to eat bananas and maybe I won't but I feel like eating bananas"]

I was that irritating. XD HAHAHAHAHAHA

But I did remember writing one sentence that for my actions.

" I write this stuff down is because one day, I am scared I will forget."

Well, no use anyway coz due to my mother's constant risk of the diaries getting into her hands, I one day, after a suspicious/argument episode, threw out one thick stack of diaries.

I do regret doing that. A lot.
And its true, I've forgotten quite a bit of things already.

After secondary school, a good few years into Poly.
I dug through my memo box to pack stuff.
And I found, in a metal blue tin, a stick of gum.
And I was literally smiling to myself about my idiocy.

It was given by G.

Just a stupid simple gesture of seeing me near by and offering me a sweet, I also ate the gum and bothered to fold properly the metal foil and slip it back into the green paper band to make it look as though it was untouched and put it on a metal box so that it won't get crushed some more.

See what I mean when I say I felt like laughing?

By then I was dating ZX already, and I threw it away, figuring that I don't think I would need a memory of another guy anymore.

How silly of me, again.

Oh well!

G like another girl, this I knew, but hey! When it comes to one-sided crushes, you know who to call ;]

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#4 -T

T was the sweetest thing ever to happen to me.
Why?

Simply because he was the first ever dude to like me. ME leh.
In sec 1/2 when I was like this short haired tom boy running. screaming and arguing around.

He was in the class beside mine and I didn't know of his existence until things unfolded.
One by one, just like ripples in the water, reactions started clicking off just by ONE simple act.

I walked past this school mate whom my friends are very close with due to their CCA, and asked her whether did she see my said friends mentioned above.

I still remember, that VERY moment I met and asked her.

#1, she bloody stared and stared at me in amazement.

#2, she continued to stare -.- I hope you girls know who I am talking about LOL

And I was like o.O Woah, what is ON my face?

Turned out as the days go by we started to chat if we bump into each other and all, and one day, she blurted out.

"Got someone in my class likes you leh!"

And I was like 0.0 *cue: WUUUUUUT*

And from then on.
Pester time.

pester pester pester her like siao.
Followed her into the canteen,pester pester pester, and when she walk past my class table my class girls were like looking at me and asking what was I doing and when they found out what she said, all of them went 0.0 and also started to pester her like crazy. And Stephanie, who was on prefect duty initially in recess came and asked what was the commotion about and when she heard it, she started to scream and we all know when she screams we really give in to her

And yea.

That friend pointed him out, siting in a row of benches during recess.
...... And you know what.

He was pretty decent looking.

Yes I am so shallow laaaa. Shut up , it was like, I don't know, I had really low self-esteem and wth suddenly some guy I have never met "likes" me?

And from then on, on hell broke loose. And looking back on it, damn. He was damn sweet.

- To be continued-
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